Rarely do I ever read a book a second time....the last one I read twice was about 22 years ago, and then it was for sheer enjoyment of it. This time is for me and my personal journey of growth.
I have spent the better part of my life having religion drummed into me in some fashion, shape, or form and yet I have no church home. I can't get past the feeling that my relationship with God should be more than a group of people following a prescribed way of worshiping. I am not saying I have never been touched while listening to a sermon, but I am more often touched by other things. Nothing brings me more peace than being outside and watching nature, Gods created orchestra for all the senses.
While this book is in some ways very tragic it also has a beauty that touches me deeply. It takes the religion out of the relationship with God. I can relate to just talking to God like I do others around me, He is my friend and we don't need to stand on ceremony. Sometimes I just say a quick thank you Lord for whatever the reason. I have upon occasion to the horror of my mother yelled at God when I was feeling despair and loss but I have also laughed at the antics of chipmunks playing and gave God a WTG on his creation. I kind of think that He better than anyone knows my weakness and strength and will accept me part and parcel for it.
I guess I find my delight in Lord in simple ways, quiet times and gentle moments.
So I think I will read a bit more before I call it a night.
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